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Sigh. Lately I've found myself back in the same cycle as before where I like a guy, keep to myself, and then eventually they'll find someone else to be with instead of me. Granted the last part hasn't happened yet, but it drives me insane how the guy I like totally teases me and shows obvious signs he's into me, but then turns around and says he's not into dudes and whatever.
Of course I'm really good at hiding my true feelings when I'm around him, but there are several nights when I can't keep up the charade so instead I just fall silent and blame it on being tired even when I'm not. It's also because of all of this pretending, I'm actually preventing myself from actually writing out my feelings because for some odd reason I don't want to write about my current interest like I usually do.
I dunno. Maybe I just need to suck it up and accept that I'll forever be in this endless cycle until one day I'll actually find a guy who is worth my time or he comes finds me. Who knows. Of course I always hope for the best and continue to look forward no matter how bleak things seem at the moment. Maybe my big break after my three year dating hiatus will come either from the guy I'm currently interested in or from someone else I didn't expect. We shall see what time holds in store for me.
-LostLove223
Of course I'm really good at hiding my true feelings when I'm around him, but there are several nights when I can't keep up the charade so instead I just fall silent and blame it on being tired even when I'm not. It's also because of all of this pretending, I'm actually preventing myself from actually writing out my feelings because for some odd reason I don't want to write about my current interest like I usually do.
I dunno. Maybe I just need to suck it up and accept that I'll forever be in this endless cycle until one day I'll actually find a guy who is worth my time or he comes finds me. Who knows. Of course I always hope for the best and continue to look forward no matter how bleak things seem at the moment. Maybe my big break after my three year dating hiatus will come either from the guy I'm currently interested in or from someone else I didn't expect. We shall see what time holds in store for me.
-LostLove223
Writing Makes Me Happy
It surprises me how this year really flew by. I mean it's already December, but I still feel like it's late August or something. Regardless, I'm glad that I've been doing some writing here and there when I find the time. Of course with life in the way, it takes me a little longer to do some serious writing. For example, my latest poem, "Just Another Boy", took an entire month to finish and edit around to my liking when before I could finish a poem in about a night.
I'm not complaining, but I guess I should be grateful that after so many years I'm still able to write. I mean heck, one of my poems is going to be published for crying out loud!
Writing Makes Me Happy
It surprises me how this year really flew by. I mean it's already December, but I still feel like it's late August or something. Regardless, I'm glad that I've been doing some writing here and there when I find the time. Of course with life in the way, it takes me a little longer to do some serious writing. For example, my latest poem, "Just Another Boy", took an entire month to finish and edit around to my liking when before I could finish a poem in about a night.
I'm not complaining, but I guess I should be grateful that after so many years I'm still able to write. I mean heck, one of my poems is going to be published for crying out out! I
Hello? Hello!
Let me start off by saying holy shit, lol. I can't believe that it's been three years since the last time I logged onto this site and I decided to do it on a whim while listening to music and finishing up a poem I've been working on for about a month now. What blows my mind is how my profile has exploded with people following me, commenting on some of my old works, and favoriting a lot of poems I've kind of forgotten that I've written, lol. Needless to say, I'm extremely grateful for the people to take time out of their lives to read or like my works I've done in the past several years. I've been busy trying to live a normal life, but at the
Hello? Hello!
Let me start by saying holy shit, lol. I didn't realize I haven't been on for 3 years now and out of a whim, I decided to check out my profile and man has it exploded. A lot of people started following me, I've received a lot of comments on old works, tons of deviations to check out, and to top it all off; a bunch of people adding/favoriting a lot of my works. I'm truly grateful people took the time out of their lives to do such things while I've been busy trying to live a somewhat normal life. I'm still writing, of course, and I'm actually going to have one of my newer poems published in an upcoming book from a poetry contest I entered about
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