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Surrender

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Surrender

Dark room, light outside my window.
Alone in the corner once again.
Trembling from the cold.
Feeling like I'm insecure of myself.

Tears stinging my skin.
Feeling like acid burning.
The smell of rotten flesh near.
The moon vanished for the night.

Darkness surrounding my soul.
Light disappearing from my world.
Thoughts crashing into each other.
Breaking memories I used to hold dear.

No voice escapes my lips.
No life resonating from my eyes.
The mirror cracked under pressure.
The shards too sharp to touch.

Don't want to pick up the pieces.
Want to stare at my broken image longer.
See all of the flaws I carry within.
Show me the real reason for my being.

Dark room, light outside my window.
Sitting in the corner once again.
Helpless for once in my life.
Too weak to defend my being.

I surrender to my depression...

Written on: 3/23/09
This is something that I just basically came up in my sleep and yet somehow remembered all of it.

Anyways, I wanted to express how it feels like to surrender to one's own depression after so long of avoiding it. Of course when depressed it's a whole different story let alone world.

Well, with all of that said. Hope you enjoyed the read.

Comments and :+fav:s always appreciated.

"I surrender to the inner demons within me..."
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MCT4Life's avatar
that was good.