I find myself thinking about you late into the night.
Of the once summer romance that we had together.
Two individuals coming from different worlds.
Meshing in with one another to make whole.
And for a while, it was going really well.
Hit a couple of bumps here and there.
Nothing too bad to overcome together.
But then suddenly it went downhill on us.
No warning signs present ahead of time.
We just stopped, no, more like you.
Called you over the phone and told me you had to leave.
Someone from your past came back wanting you.
A promise you made to yourself to never forget.
And without a fight, I let you tear my heart apart.
Didn't shed the tears, but you were doing it for us.
Now the times have passed and I've grown different.
Thought that I heard the last from you.
But goes to find out I was wrong.
Found out news of you dating a chick.
Making what small moment we had for naught.
Someone came back to me and I gave them a second chance.
Only to find out that my heart would break yet again.
In the meantime you found someone new, way older than me.
Plus on the side, you still have those feelings for me.
Though I'll never know if they're true or not.
And now I find myself writing about you late into the night.
Thinking of that one summer romance we both had.
Two individuals coming together to make whole.
Though now deemed impossible due to time.
No matter how far I travel away from you,
You'll always still be in my heart and mind...
Written on: 12/29/08
Edited on: 12/31/08