Imagine Myself Skinny

Imagine Myself Skinny

Sometimes I can imagine myself skinny as a stick.
Watching the guys drooling over this amazing bod.
Now wanting to get with me since the weight is gone.
But I rather rock out to my favorite song instead.
Don't wanna get into something risky that could lead me dead.
'Cause I'm on a mission for love and not just to fuck.

But for the moment being, I'm happy for who I am.
Just because I see myself differently doesn't mean I'm gonna change.
Just keep doing my own thing without a worry in the world.
Don't get me wrong, but it's fun to just play along.

Sometimes I can imagine myself skinny like the guy next to me.
Walking down the street with my shirt off, showing off my abs.
Impressing the boys and breaking the hearts of girls.
Since I'm the gay guy and not the straight one in the pack.
But none of that would matter to me at all.
Due to me having a smile on my face for being myself.

But for the moment, I'm just losing myself in my head.
Though I obviously don't look thin, it's just fun to imagine.
Doesn't mean I'll go on a crazy diet trend trying to lose my stomach.
Rather be big instead of thin since I'm not in the mood for a one night stand.

Sometimes I imagine myself skinny as the guy in the poster.
Giving myself confidence to do whatever I want to on this Earth.
Bringing a smile on my face knowing nothing is impossible.
Gotta keep dreaming big so I can obtain my goals that I've set.
And maybe one day show the world that big is indeed beautiful.

But for the moment, I'm gonna keep rocking what I've got.
Since some guys are into me while others are not.
Doesn't bother me none for the very least bit.
Just goes to show who will get ever lasting happiness and who won't.

Written on: 1/21 - 2/1/09