LostLove223

When the heart breaks...

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Invaded by LostLove223, literature

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Invaded

You've invaded my mind once again and I'm hating this feeling of yearning resurfacing. 'Cause I had to learn to let you go, make you fade away into the darkness of my soul. Yet now with one single song, memories of you are flooding my thoughts and my heart is breaking. Tearing apart at the seams I stitched together after purging the toxin you've left behind. I found myself writing about you, trying to get your presence out of my life like before. But I have to be honest since right now I'm missing you like crazy. Wishing you were near by to play catch up for the year we've missed out on. Yet I know I'm being foolish for wishing a miracle to happen since the same story will repeat: You coming in for a hot minute then disappearing from my life to leave me on the floor crying. You've invaded my heart once again and I'm hating my feelings for flaring right back up. Since the world knows my love belongs to another, but you're slowly pulling me back to you. Wanting me to revisit the past

Truth Within Lies by LostLove223, literature

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Truth Within Lies

Another night arrives and I'm here alone with my thoughts once again. Thinking about you and the outcome of a relationship never to fruition. Yet my curiosity gets the best of me since I'm free-falling into my soul. Trying to reach the darkest depths where I locked away my feelings for you, Wanting to unlock the door, and be swallowed whole by emotions just to feel alive. 'Cause now I've reach the point of no return; losing my identity as time passes by. And I've always hated that I could never tell you the truth even when we saw eye to eye. I've always been scared, terrified of being rejected again from several times before. So I have you close, but not near my world since I rather keep you from a distance untold. Wanting, wishing, that maybe, just maybe, the eternal dream would finally come true with you. Another sigh escapes these lips of mine as my fingertips glide across the keyboard. Tapping every individual key, trying my best to express this emotion I'm feeling. Yet I keep

Ocean Eyes by LostLove223, literature

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Ocean Eyes

I feel your ocean eyes scanning me from the moment I enter the building. And right on cue you flash your signature smile while calling my name. Everything around us disappears and it's just you and me at the moment. I can feel my face turn red as I'm slightly embarrassed yet pleased. Since you always remember my name even when we don't see each other often. A part of me is slowly coming around to wanting to get to know you. Yet the other half is terrified of inviting someone new into my heart. So I'll just whisper your name through the night, wondering if you whisper mine as well. I'll just get lost in another thought, pretending that I'm no

Rambling Heart by LostLove223, literature

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Rambling Heart

I'm in love with him and I don't deny the truth, but once again I'm stuck. Frozen in place of playing the role of friend, even when I want to be more. So I'll just lose myself in another fantasy of us being together while my heart shatters. I'm in love with him and my face can't hide the smiles I want to keep buried. Just from hearing his name, making me turn from a man into a boy. So I'll just lose myself in another dream where the world is perfect for us. I'm in love with him and my soul feels complete whenever he's near. Yet when I'm apart for too long, I start to fall down the rabbit hole. Emotions swirling out of control that I begin t

Renee by LostLove223, literature

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Renee

I saw your name on the screen today and for a brief moment I was transported back in time. Back to when things were normal and I had someone to talk to on a daily basis. Back to a time when I could easily speak freely of my feelings without judgement. Yet when I turned to see you, I was met with disappointment since you weren't there. Just a figment of my broken imagination and my smile fading as the pain around my heart tightened. To this day, I'm not over you being gone, but I'm still pushing forward as time flies by. Nine months passed already since you've left us behind and some of us are still crying. Fallen silent, isolated from the wo

Deep In Love by LostLove223, literature

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Deep In Love

You once stared at me with those chocolate covered eyes from a distance untold. And I always fell weak each time you came around since I was deep in love. Wrote poetry about you for the world to see since I couldn't speak my truth out loud. Since I was always afraid of getting rejected by the man of my dreams from high school. Yet it came to a surprise how much you loved everything I had written in your favor. But in secret, I kept writing through the tears and misery I put myself through. 'Cause I was really into you, but it was just another fantasy to keep me going. Thought that maybe we could have gotten together and came close to happeni

States by LostLove223, literature

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States

Left in a state of confusion. Since once again my heart won't stop falling. Falling for another fantasy that will never come true. 'Cause I keep hearing whispers from the wind. Feelings never truly fading since my name keeps being said. Rolling from the tip of his tongue daily even when jealous. Yet I don't even mumble his name since I keep it to myself. Locked away in my thoughts and heart; eternally broken. Left in a state of happiness. Since my heart discovered love once again. From a fantasy that might become a reality. Yet I'm not keeping my hopes up like I want to. 'Cause I know nothing truly goes my way. Even when I'm the author to my

Love ME More by LostLove223, literature

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Love ME More

You claim that I'm in love with you, but truthfully I'm not. I've moved on from that fantasy and learned to love myself more. Not depending on you to rescue me from my loneliness that I hide. I've learned to smile again and walk to the beat of my own drum. Don't need to throw myself back into your prison that I've escaped from. 'Cause I want to stay true to myself this time around and not become your puppet. So I'm sorry, but I'll never return back to you. Keep that image of me from years ago burned in your memories. Since I'll never be that same boy from the past; I've grown into a man. I love myself more than I ever loved you from back in

Friendship Never Ends by LostLove223, literature

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Friendship Never Ends

When I close my eyes, I still see you there as if you never left. Smiling, laughing, talking about every day mundane stuff like we used to. Except the illusion is short lived since when I wake, you disappear. Then I'm reminded that you're no longer breathing as me since you're buried. Seven feet in the ground along with half of my world I've built in the friendship. Life continues to move forward, but in reality time stopped since the end of July. I miss you, Renee, since you've never left my mind even after all of this time. When I'm alone, I tend to cry over your passing like the first time I heard the news. You were one of the best friend

Your Prisoner by LostLove223, literature

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Your Prisoner

I wanted to tell you what lied deep in my heart, but your actions stopped me. I still like you to this day, yet I know you will never feel the same. So stop flirting with me, stop blowing up my phone, I want to be free at last. Yet I keep imagining what a relationship would be like between the two of us. I have to break my own heart, my own world in order to start the path of recovery. We could have had a shot with each other, but our lines never truly crossed. Even when I had friends telling me you had feelings for me, I never saw it firsthand. So I kept to myself and averted my attention elsewhere even when I kept going back. Staring at yo

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Untitled, January 18, 2014 I'm not always pretty In fact, sometimes I'm the monster Hiding under your bed to make you cry Your tears feed my relentless hunger I don't claim sainthood, Nor do I claim to bear curled horns; I'm just a kitten with sharpened claws I need someone who can see past the claws To the quiet purrs that rumble my throat Even a monster needs to be loved at times But all I've loved thus far turned out to be monsters Far scarier than I could dare to be; Your tears should be of joy, Not because I've abandoned you once again I'm not after a saint, Certainly can't do with more monsters; I just need someone flawed and be

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

June 15, 1989
United States
Deviant for 16 years
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My Bio

Just your ordinary gay poet who writes about the other side of love that I love to explore. Other than that, I completely suck at writing these, lol.

Favourite Movies

RENT, Sex and the City, Titantic, The Dark Knight, Spider-Man 3, etc.

Favourite TV Shows

Too many to list.

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Evanescence, Within Temptation, Paramore, Flyleaf, almost any female artist/band, varies, etc.

Favourite Books

Rainbow series, Sweep series

Favourite Writers

Alex Sanchez, unforgetablesoul, midnight-moon9490

Favourite Games

Tales of series, Grandia series, The Legend of Zelda series, Fatal Frame series, Final Fantasy series

Favourite Gaming Platform

PS2, Wii, GBA, DS, PSP, PS3, XBOX360, Wii U, 3DS

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Poems

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Photography, singing, shopping, etc.

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J-Called

Nov 16, 2023

Random browsing brought me to your gallery, and I am mighty glad that serendipity still operates in my vicinity, as I am sooo impressed with even just the couple of your poems that I have already read. Few Poets impress me that deeply that quickly, but you are better than most of the Poets I have read on DA recently.